haiy0...n0w i cann't c0ncentrate inn studyin'...slackin' this weekend..i jux realised datt ii study the wRong thingy f0r SS....*heart crack...haiZx...pathetic h0r?..t0day iish my neighb0ur de daughter jasmine de burfday..heeZx...g0t buffet...but i pai sae g0 eat...s0 fast l0r...n0w she already 2 years old lia0...yupp...err.....things d0esn't appear what i t0t of..people aren't what i think them of..yupp...n0b0dy iish perfect..applied t0 me t0o...i'm n0t perfect okay?...i als0 make al0t of mistakes de..i als0 g0t bad p0int de..bad-tempered,stupid,crappy,sl0w reacti0n nn al0t m0re..t0 get al0ng iish t0 accept the way they are but n0t expected what they sh0uld be...haiZx...g0nna t0ke crap..dunn0 what shld i rite?...hmm...hmmm.....haiZ..suan le..


i'm 0ff

wah!...

ystd wanna bl0g nn g0 check mail..dunn0 what happen t0 m0i internet..lagg!...siewwen limmy de als0 like dat..can't even get t0 bl0g..haiZx..stay back ystd d0 publicati0n.actually iish n0t our business de c0x we're n0t in pub team..haiZx..butt help limmy d0 l0r..c0x she ishh assitant pub head..sianZx...the class s0 dirty..me s0 g0od!...went t0 sweep the fl0or..hahaZx..bhb..but i'm a messy gurl l0r...my table always filled wif books!...even invaded esther de table..dat's why she say i'm dirty de nui ren..ystd err....esther very happy...c0x..den i als0 very happy c0x...haah...my ********...always menti0n b0ut him h0rh..c0x he's mine..haha...very childish ii n0e..anyway...me very sian..c0x i dunn0 h0w t0 d0 e math als0 limmy!!...haiZx...headache sia..if g0t test on dat chapt..i'll be the first t0 fail..
haiy0..s0 siann...n0thing much t0 bl0g le...

that's all.. .

ehh...

what...esther push me lehZx...i alm0st fell d0wn t0 the fl0oor in class...wha0...stupid shee loR!!iish.durinn.math.less0n.w0r...nn PERFECTt time when the class soo quiet..peeps l0okin' nn me nn i very pai sae l0r..den ii to0k revenge..she keep sha jia0 durinn' assembly,feel like killin' her..
wahh!!...i saw l*******...urbZx...s0 happie!!..hahaZx...bef0re viola,went t0 lvl 1 dere..den saw fishball nn shawn nn L******* playinn' badmint0n...heeZx...i say i will write this in my bl0g so i kept my pr0mise lolZx..f0r XIA0 Gu0 onlly w0rZx...c0xZ mee n esther g0t al0t of affairs outside..share same hubby..lolZx...g0t yuxuan,c0leman,denn l*******.hahaZ...mine h0rhZx..lolZx..but iish f0r fun niA...
t0day vi0la okay loR...butt onnly scared e auditi0n nia..

g0rt al0t of tests recently leW!....what e...haben study..haiZx..



iiSh.only.f0r.fun...f0r.kp0.de.dun spread h0rhZx...later i kanna..

hahAzX...onlly my frenZx n0e hu iish L*******..actually g0rt putt his name dere de..but limmy say betta n0t t0 c0x later ii really kana..sh0 t0o bad loR...his name iish juZ L*******...f0r effects niia h0rhZx...

g0t mayday de lastest ablum frm siiyiin...hee....rAwkZx...

haiZx...sian w0rZx..

ystd went far east with sh,m0gu,siewwen nn onglai.. . i think i change w0rz...different as last time.. . n0w learn t0 buy hair stuff... buyy ai mei de thingyy jiu shi le...lolZx..but n0t dat seri0us..went there can't find any shirt suitable f0rr me..except f0r pure milk de.. . butt horh...very "cheap" lolZx....i rather g0 buy gi0dan0 3 shirt f0r $20 den t0 buyy a shirtt f0r $22.sth?...hee..very cheapskate lolZx me..but i think like dat den w0rth it mahZx...try n0t t0 be tempted by th0se shirts..sh b0ught a $50++ bag again..n0t the first time..but i see like dat spent i xin t0ng..if uu ask me t0 f0rk out my m0ney jux t0 buy a bag,uu wait l0ng l0ng ah..but h0rh..mf sms her nn said she saw a smiliar bag at $30++ at J8 dere...wha0..sh very heart-br0ken w0rZx..
ytsd siewwen b0ught the m0st things lor...3 "sexy" shirt..n0t lar..jkin' nia...i b0ught a gi0dan0 white t-shirt..haiZx...seld0m wear white de..but try try lor..nn a pant fr0m hangten..
this wkk g0rt bi0 nn mm test...nn i gg out nn read out newspaper article..haben prepare yet c0x i dunn0 what t0 rite..s0 siann...tmr g0rt vi0la lia0. . . see h0w i die..(-_-)

stupid...

yeah...ystd i suffer frm depressi0n...feel that i was a failure inn everything.....in my studies...in my CCA....especially my Cca...i dun feel any security inn it..i felt that i was ann music id0it...uu wanna t0 ask me c0unt beat,i g00nna embarrass myself.. everything are fallin' apart...maybbee g0nna Sayy byebye t0 SYF bef0re i took my auditi0n....i really habb n0 confident iinn my perf0rmances...my math damnn l0usy...haiZx...n0e h0w to s0lve the pr0blems but dunn0 the reas0nn...reas0nn...haiZx....