I'M A :( :( :( :( GIRL WHEN:
i get crappy feelings sometimes because things don't get solved :(
i feel bad as I've not done enough as a friend, daughter, girlfriend , sister
i get mood swings
i 'm unsure of what to expect from the new environment !
i find myself fat and ugly
i have breakouts !
i have nothing to do
I'M A :D :D :D GIRL WHEN:
i get new Korean songs in my phone
i manage to dig out and get to borrow jodi picoult's book in the library
i have wonderful & gay friends who willing to go through extra mile to do things for me
i have a crappy and concerned bf
i get to go out with people i love during outings
i feel healthy when i go for a jog
i have a gay sister when we don't quarrel HAHA
i'm letting things go as ignorance is really a bliss
i have the privilege to study
i get to sleeeeppppp
i get to drink my favourite yoghurt drink
i get to eat foods that i've craved for
i bake things that are nice (which is impossible lol.)
i get to make new friends
i get to camwhore (with people of course. )
OKAY. so i'm not as grumblyyy and unhappppy as i think i am ! :D:D :D :D
Thursday, June 18, 2009
EHH ! miss Pan shiying has been behaving like a very very very free person for the past few weeks :D (JOBLESS mah ) she watched Shinee reality show, read storybook . she went to join sheares hall camp with kuku and limmy last week and enjoyed playing the games very much , cause it was very different from those experienced during jc orientation. And she managed to make friends there :D but then , she didn't meet anyone who took exactly the same course as her EH ! BOO. and everybody was like saying for engineering , the males proportion is very much greater than females - like 70-30 ?? AIGOO, cause she 's going to study in a male-dominated environment. fortunately she got her gay REDDDDDYY with her (:
hopefully there will bioengineering camp eh, which she don't think have. She won't be going to other random camps bah cause she thinks it will be sian if she keeps going to camp and play the same games over and over again.
She behaved like a suagu tourist because she went to visit jurong birdpark with botakboy and nightsafari with part of the gang :D And she also behaved like a pig too because she slept around 10 hours each day :/ the shopaholic side of her disappeared as she didn't bought anything when she went shopping with wobble like a tofu , banana and bimmmy !
LASTBUTNOTLEAST , she got her new laptopppy and being an un-ITsevyperson. she's still figuring out their functions :)
the above mentioned is her mundane life updates and she guessed nobody will be stalking her blog anyway :D
hopefully there will bioengineering camp eh, which she don't think have. She won't be going to other random camps bah cause she thinks it will be sian if she keeps going to camp and play the same games over and over again.
She behaved like a suagu tourist because she went to visit jurong birdpark with botakboy and nightsafari with part of the gang :D And she also behaved like a pig too because she slept around 10 hours each day :/ the shopaholic side of her disappeared as she didn't bought anything when she went shopping with wobble like a tofu , banana and bimmmy !
LASTBUTNOTLEAST , she got her new laptopppy and being an un-ITsevyperson. she's still figuring out their functions :)
the above mentioned is her mundane life updates and she guessed nobody will be stalking her blog anyway :D
Sunday, May 31, 2009
joblesss update
i'm jobless starting from tomorrow =x ,which means i will earn lesser because i will just survive on teaching tuition and will be so free because tuition kids are going on the holiday too ! i'll be so bu xi guan . hoho , mogu said i'm going to the mould-at-home club lol. the job of being afterschool care teacher is challenging cause you need to constantly remind them to do their work , reprimanding them when they get too rowdy and rough , being called "selfish" when we didn't let them play catching LOL , and dealing with unreasonable remarks from lao ah pek. now we're praying hard that we still get our pay from him .
Moreover, i've once doubted my childhood ambition of becoming a good teacher because its not as easy as it seemed. sometimes it gets pretty hard controlling a bunch of rowdy boys and they merely turned deaf ears to your instructions . and maybe because of our age, they treat us more like jiejies rather than teachers . haha but childish me still laughed at some of their funny and cute actions and played with them (: at least its not a stagnant job after since i can slacked and dealing with all sort of weird things without stoning somewhere.
Anw, i've choosen to take bioengineering at nus instead . and i'm going to experience 4 days hostel camp on 9-12 june (: and i'm going hongkong at the end of june despite having swine flu there. hopefully it will die down during that period bah.
So during my super free/ san nang period , I'm going to do things to enrich myself before entering into university bah.
to mug for korean since i'm always so slow at learning language
to read up on A level biology since i don't have the prior knowledge
to read storybook & become nerdy
to have catchups with the wonderful people !
to exercise =D (swimming , jogging , gym , anything ! )
to learn some skills? ( Like cooking? LOL )
hhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm. hopefully i won't rot at home. HAHA.
one more weeeeeeeekk (:
Moreover, i've once doubted my childhood ambition of becoming a good teacher because its not as easy as it seemed. sometimes it gets pretty hard controlling a bunch of rowdy boys and they merely turned deaf ears to your instructions . and maybe because of our age, they treat us more like jiejies rather than teachers . haha but childish me still laughed at some of their funny and cute actions and played with them (: at least its not a stagnant job after since i can slacked and dealing with all sort of weird things without stoning somewhere.
Anw, i've choosen to take bioengineering at nus instead . and i'm going to experience 4 days hostel camp on 9-12 june (: and i'm going hongkong at the end of june despite having swine flu there. hopefully it will die down during that period bah.
So during my super free/ san nang period , I'm going to do things to enrich myself before entering into university bah.
to mug for korean since i'm always so slow at learning language
to read up on A level biology since i don't have the prior knowledge
to read storybook & become nerdy
to have catchups with the wonderful people !
to exercise =D (swimming , jogging , gym , anything ! )
to learn some skills? ( Like cooking? LOL )
hhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm. hopefully i won't rot at home. HAHA.
one more weeeeeeeekk (:
Sunday, April 26, 2009
hoho. for don't know what reason, i've been listening to ShiNee's songs for the past few days eh =D . had 2e bbq gathering on good friday. its cool reminiscing the past eh , we thought of the things we used to do and nicknames we used to give each other =B
yayyayyayyayyayayayayay, i received letter from ntu to study bioengineering eh . don't worry kong-goon , you will receive yours sooon ! maybe we ended up in the same course and in the same uni eh ! (: now still waiting for nus's letter then ii shall decide !
and hopefully the idea of asking gang /part of the gang to go malaysia (genting/cameron highland ) is finalised . we have been deliberating over this for so long and have yet to ask the rest cause it is not confirmed yet. Places we will be going doesn't matter because its a rare opportunity for us to gay and have fun !
and MAYBE i'm going vietnam with my sister (the tourguide!) and mummmy for relaxing (nono. not shopping) trip. tentatively, but not confirm ! and as usual, gayed with my sister as she often suan-ed me eh !
went to marina barrage with mrleezhikang yesterday. night scenery is beautiful , for suagu like me. its a great pity ii didn't bring my camera along =x .
i'm going to meet my dearest jc clique for dinner next sundayyy ~ and gang steamboat outing next next sunday ~
ooohno. need to work out more to shed all those sinful stuffs away. as promised , going to the gym/ swimming pool at least once a weekday after work ! :)
oh no, pardon me ! my blog post is super rojaked and random and so un-adult.
yayyayyayyayyayayayayay, i received letter from ntu to study bioengineering eh . don't worry kong-goon , you will receive yours sooon ! maybe we ended up in the same course and in the same uni eh ! (: now still waiting for nus's letter then ii shall decide !
and hopefully the idea of asking gang /part of the gang to go malaysia (genting/cameron highland ) is finalised . we have been deliberating over this for so long and have yet to ask the rest cause it is not confirmed yet. Places we will be going doesn't matter because its a rare opportunity for us to gay and have fun !
and MAYBE i'm going vietnam with my sister (the tourguide!) and mummmy for relaxing (nono. not shopping) trip. tentatively, but not confirm ! and as usual, gayed with my sister as she often suan-ed me eh !
went to marina barrage with mrleezhikang yesterday. night scenery is beautiful , for suagu like me. its a great pity ii didn't bring my camera along =x .
i'm going to meet my dearest jc clique for dinner next sundayyy ~ and gang steamboat outing next next sunday ~
ooohno. need to work out more to shed all those sinful stuffs away. as promised , going to the gym/ swimming pool at least once a weekday after work ! :)
oh no, pardon me ! my blog post is super rojaked and random and so un-adult.
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
sinful !
hmmmm. yummmmyy.
uhm.
ghem chek.
free cotton candy.
stationmate =D
funnnnnny video by the gay !
US (:
syaffy !
kuku =D
kongggyy
limmmy !
we're taking care of the watermelons .
=D , i finally updated after so long ( a month only ! haha) now i've lost track of the things that happened around me and hmmmmmmmm.. i finally submitted the uni application after many considerations . i wished i made the right choice lol !
work- i'm getting powerless over the kids lol ! its tough getting them to do more work cause they will complained that we're torturing them , which is true ! haha . there are some seh moments because sometimes its draining to tell them rationales of adults and young adults (like me !) for asking them to do homework , because for them , they just wanted to play and get rowdy with each other. fortunately there's someone out there who always listen to my rantings :) but i don't want to deprive them from childhood memories lah, so i also played with them during their play time. especially for the past few days, i've been playing monopoly and english chess with them =x so i wished the newly hired teacher will be able to control them lol !
went to volunteer at ig camp with the gays last last weekend ! this time is much more relaxing compared to last time because we get to stay at chalet and free entries to wildwildwet.
many people whom i know had their birthday last month (march !) and today (shihui =D) . happy birthdayS to lailai, danai, mummmy, limmy, chingching and xiaowen ! <3
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