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aigooo. this song by 2AM is stuck in my head during my EG exam cause i kept replaying it while i was studying. oh wells, exams were long over , just hope that i wont screw too much of my exams because i expect they will be screwed. but i got my short breaks for now ! :D had steamboat dinner with my lovelies on the last day of my exam - 3rd DEC ! and shopping spree with my beloved limmmy. alright, not considered lah. But i really have the urge to shop during exam period. and then we gave my beloved wodeairen esther soh a birthday surprise ! :D cant wait to meet darlings tmr :D finally my sakae sushi craving is gonna be fulfilled ! :D

Don't you think Human are weird creatures ? They have the urge to do something (like slacking , shopping , etc ..) when they are not allowed to do so. And yet, when they have the time, they don't find these activities enticing anymore. okay , maybe it is just me.

I used to rant that i dont have sufficient time to relax, chill, sleep as much as I want. But now, I have the time. But I'm lost. I'm not exactly a workaholic. It just feels so weird not doing anything at home besides chilling . using laptop. watching television. Wanted to go out yet feel guilty for spending money without earning them back. Maybe i should find some skills to learn or whatsoever !

and i feel like painting my room GREEN . what do you think? haha. something random !

Falling for you-Colbie Caillat


I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'till I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I think I'm fallin' for you


As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards yu
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me
I'm trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you



Oh i just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking aobut it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Ohhhhh
Oh I'm fallin' for you



sweet songgg to brighten your day :D i'm taking a short break from webcast lecture and i'm off now !

Hold on - David Choi

You fought your way up to the wall
But you haven't gone past at all
While gazing with tear filled eyes
You just can't help but ask why?


Trying hard is what it takes
Then why does it feel like a mistake
The world has taken its side
You just want to run away and hide


It's tough
There's no one to turn to
I hear, screaming inside you,
Feels like hell's all you've been through
Hell's all you've been through


Hold on
Don't stop your breathing
I see your dreams and
I feel them too


Hold on
Don't lose your faith
I know you can't break
I'm hoping and praying for you
For you
For you


All your peace seems far away
But you know there comes a day
When everything's so bright
All the darkness you feel subsides


And in the rising of the sun
You can finally say it's done
The world will take your side
And your heart will start to shine

I will be
Holding onto you
There is
Nothing you can't do
I will try to be strong
Try to be strong


So hold on
Don't stop your breathing
I see your dreams
And, I feel them too

Hold on
Don't lose your faith
I know you can't break
I'm hoping and praying for you


I'll never let go of you
I'll never let go of you
I'll never let go of you
Of you


Hold on
Don't stop your breathing
I see your dreams
And, I feel them too


Hold on
Don't lose your faith
I know you can't break
I'm hoping and waiting for you

it suddenly feels so weird to update my soon-to-be dead bloggg ! oh well , it seems like i've got many things to work on on my to-do list . midterms are over for me ! :D something to be glad about after having all the tests cramped in a weeek . But there's still many many steps away for me to attain good grades. SO JIAYOU BAH everyone. so here goes my very very short and boring post.

I'M A :( :( :( :( GIRL WHEN:

i get crappy feelings sometimes because things don't get solved :(
i feel bad as I've not done enough as a friend, daughter, girlfriend , sister
i get mood swings
i 'm unsure of what to expect from the new environment !
i find myself fat and ugly
i have breakouts !
i have nothing to do



I'M A :D :D :D GIRL WHEN:

i get new Korean songs in my phone
i manage to dig out and get to borrow jodi picoult's book in the library
i have wonderful & gay friends who willing to go through extra mile to do things for me
i have a crappy and concerned bf
i get to go out with people i love during outings
i feel healthy when i go for a jog
i have a gay sister when we don't quarrel HAHA
i'm letting things go as ignorance is really a bliss
i have the privilege to study
i get to sleeeeppppp
i get to drink my favourite yoghurt drink
i get to eat foods that i've craved for
i bake things that are nice (which is impossible lol.)
i get to make new friends
i get to camwhore (with people of course. )



OKAY. so i'm not as grumblyyy and unhappppy as i think i am ! :D:D :D :D