RAR. things are not going smoothly for me. mid year examination results are like don't know what la. its so screwed up. So far , my chemistry result is like soo lousy, and only 6 people passed the exam. physics is no better.and i've predicted that the rest will be like shit. whatever la. sometimes ii really wonder if ii've made the right choice to get into a college since grass is always greener on the other side. it seemed like ii'm already struggling very hard to cope with the studies and all that. and ii've come across several obstacles already, and they are yet to be cleared. i'm also carrying the burden of obtaining good english results (you know what ii mean) , its is so demoralising and discouraging to see that every time i've missed my goals by just a minor step. RAR.
the optimism is failing me since the day ii'm so concerned about the unfortunate events that evolved around me.
learning to let go . sorry for the constant and irritating whinings from me , esp. to those who always listen to my pessimistic comments.
oh no. ii'm such a whiny person lol. :( ii seriously hope that things will get better because ii don't wish to be retained !
