the one i've loved since i was a child changed into someone i barely recognise. things are getting more complicated but i know these are beyond my control. but i will try to be strong for mummy, for my jiejie.

thankfully, there's somewhere i could temporarily hide away from and to distract myself. couldn't wait to see all the crappy and funky people in my primary school life for the chalet tomorrow.

was browsing through old photos and neoprints last night. the old photos taken during thailand trip, malaysia trip, stayovers at one of the reeesssvy's house, class parties, and all the many many events. over these years, people do look different eh. seeing baby fats disappearing , seeing how the hairstyles change , looking at all the "retarded" poses never fails to bring back alot of memories. though i might not be in daily contact with some of these people right now, i will never forget the friendships we had (:




when you're reaching the end of the rope, tie a knot, hang on. i will come and pull you up. i will.

thank you sweet.