Sunday, January 02, 2011

looking backk.

It is the second day of 2011 ! And I'm turning 21st 7months from nowwwwww. Alot of people mentioned to me that once you hit 21st, time will pass super quickly. ahhhh, I'm gonna age gracefully haha!

Looking back at 2010, there were unhappinesss and definitely happiness.

I wish that the problem that I'm still facing now could go away, even though I know its gonnna be difficult. Not that I'm pessimistic about it, it's that I used to habour much hope that things will get better and yet falling into disappointments yet again. I'm just tired, finding ways to ignore,build a wall around me and escape from it.

On a lighter note, I'm blessed to have special people around me. Perking me up when I'm down, allows me to put on a braver and optimistic side of me and still believes that everything is gonna be okayy. Thankyou love and lovelies !

And I came to realise "sufficient is the new more", akin to the phrase "Green/Pink/Red/whatever is the new black". I don't need alot of stuffs , alot of friends, alot of money, alot of stuffs. I just neeed those that are valuable, sufficient and close to my heart will do. okayy, I think I'm "gibberishing" noww.

I hope that 2011 will be a better year for me, for us, for everyone :D