Random thoughts of mine

EXAMS WERE OVER !

yesterday.

i'm so not anticipating 31 may ):

but oh wells, i can finally have all the time in my world. SHIYING needs to start doing things that enrich her life , her well-being ! haha. and i know its so random, i even thought of participating in some marathon ! BUT i'm not fit yet , esp after examination. I can feel FATS OOZING out of my thighs , my tummmy.

Today I came across blogs of people who shared their thoughts about the death of their friend. A girl who choose to take her life away . She was of our age and from her friends' description, I can see that she really touches the hearts of many. It was disheartening to see young talented girl like her to choose to take that path.

Looking at this, I can't help but to reflect on the things around me.
Human are weird creatures. We take things for granted, not cherishing things that we already have. Being a non-perfect human being, i confess that I did that too , unknowingly or knowingly. This is why i need to constantly remind myself to cherish people around me and not being too demanding/unreasonable/irritating/stubborn/(or whatever bad points I might have and offended you). Regardless of whatever conflicts or displeasures we might have with one another, pls communicate with me ! Who knows when and what will happen if I leave this world? What will I be reminded of?

and what will you be reminded of? ...

=/ =/ overwhelmed with the number of tutorials , assignments and all the what not stuffs. where has my drive gone ? it has always been like this, losing momentum when it's the middle of semester ): this is so bad! maybe i need to take a very very short break and recharge myself before the finals ! RAR.

BUSY

OH MO OH MO OH MO ! I guess I'm adapting university life already ! because it gets more interesting and enjoyable when i get to know more and more friends in my course. And on certain days , I have gays (REDDY, KONG , VERON and random gay friends ..where's limmy? ) to travel with ! and also to meet up with them to have lunch in school ! :DD

of course ! minus away all the tutorial part , programming part and the "HUHs " in lecture .

OH WELL, I'M SO LOVING PROGRAMMING -.-" RIGHT . I've just started my first lab yesterdayy. and haha, my gay and random friends laughed at ourselves for being such computer noobs for the past 19/20 years. we were dl-ing some programs during our long breaks, attempting to get into school website through some outlet and most of us got screwed somewhere or the other. and there are still 9 labs more, i wonder how i survive the torment of creating programs. but at least , me and my friends are in the same boat! (:

feeling the optimism now, i hope it will stay throughout sem2 ! botak boyy is busy with his armyy too ! =/ lets work hard together bahh ! :DDDD

i'm suppose to be doing mastering physics now ! tata !

haha, there's no recent group photos with the 4 of us. so i have to post this with my cute hairstyle! hoho


we looked so sweet leaning on one another leh !

with lailai and xiaowen (:

LOVES

:DDDDDD

IT's 2010 ! A brand new year to start and I hope there's a brand new start to certain issues too. happy birthdayyy YINSY WINSY :):)

sleepover at kuku love's house yesterday , its a tradition for us to do so! :DD picnic-ed with the gays at marina barrage. it seemed pretty long since i've last zihighed until my throat went sore and laughed at every single little things gays do ! aigoooo , probably it's because we get more and more grumpyas we grew older. I just hope that I still remain as happy shiying because i dont want to be a grumpy old lady in the future!


I really can't imagine my life without the girls , really. They brought to me endless retarded jokes and laughters . We have been through many different transitions of life- and I think it's not easy to be able to have such strong bonds between the few of us. Prehaps we will be leading in a different lives in the future,but I really do hope that we could still meet up often and cherish every moments with one another :D love youS !

new year resolutions sounds clache but still ,I've made my resolution at yinsy's house and inside my heart :DDD


Lastly, happy 1 year anniversary to mr special someone ! <3>

:D


aigooo. this song by 2AM is stuck in my head during my EG exam cause i kept replaying it while i was studying. oh wells, exams were long over , just hope that i wont screw too much of my exams because i expect they will be screwed. but i got my short breaks for now ! :D had steamboat dinner with my lovelies on the last day of my exam - 3rd DEC ! and shopping spree with my beloved limmmy. alright, not considered lah. But i really have the urge to shop during exam period. and then we gave my beloved wodeairen esther soh a birthday surprise ! :D cant wait to meet darlings tmr :D finally my sakae sushi craving is gonna be fulfilled ! :D

Don't you think Human are weird creatures ? They have the urge to do something (like slacking , shopping , etc ..) when they are not allowed to do so. And yet, when they have the time, they don't find these activities enticing anymore. okay , maybe it is just me.

I used to rant that i dont have sufficient time to relax, chill, sleep as much as I want. But now, I have the time. But I'm lost. I'm not exactly a workaholic. It just feels so weird not doing anything at home besides chilling . using laptop. watching television. Wanted to go out yet feel guilty for spending money without earning them back. Maybe i should find some skills to learn or whatsoever !

and i feel like painting my room GREEN . what do you think? haha. something random !