:D It seems like I will update this blog every start of a new semester ! :p 3 months holiday passed really quickly ! probably because I was working and hanging out with friends every now and then. I think the 3months break was a good chilling period though :D my surprise birthday party organised by lovelies <3 , marina barrage with chingching and matong, johor trip , bkk trip with wq, mabs and love as well as never-ending chilling out sessions with yinsy and gays! LOVE YOU PEEEPS ! heeheeee !
Need to start writing using good english alr! I feel so useless at writing essays now. And still, the thought of going back to school made me zzzz. But nonetheless, shall start working hard starting from tomorrow. Even though today is the official start of the school for many people, today is my off day ! MR LEE ZHIKANG <3, WORK HARD TOGETHER !
Thursday, January 13, 2011
AHHHHHH.
1st week of schoooooooooool....
I knew I was taking 5 core modules, and still appealing to take the 6th module. But it's barely the end of first week, I find myself unable to absorb what the lecturers have said, and I'm starting to feel overwhelmed by the avalanche of commitments required by every single module. Especially the continuation of my last semester project module ! I'm so scared of having free-rider for the project and we not spending not enough time or too much time on meetings and getting stuck! And I'm going to continue to teach tuition this coming sunday. OHMO, and i just ranted to <3 and I came to the conclusion that I'm feeling extremely grumpy and negative todayy :( SO TATA, I'm going to sleeeeppp now and TMR i will make it to be a happppy day !
grumpy me.
I knew I was taking 5 core modules, and still appealing to take the 6th module. But it's barely the end of first week, I find myself unable to absorb what the lecturers have said, and I'm starting to feel overwhelmed by the avalanche of commitments required by every single module. Especially the continuation of my last semester project module ! I'm so scared of having free-rider for the project and we not spending not enough time or too much time on meetings and getting stuck! And I'm going to continue to teach tuition this coming sunday. OHMO, and i just ranted to <3 and I came to the conclusion that I'm feeling extremely grumpy and negative todayy :( SO TATA, I'm going to sleeeeppp now and TMR i will make it to be a happppy day !
grumpy me.
Sunday, January 02, 2011
looking backk.
It is the second day of 2011 ! And I'm turning 21st 7months from nowwwwww. Alot of people mentioned to me that once you hit 21st, time will pass super quickly. ahhhh, I'm gonna age gracefully haha!
Looking back at 2010, there were unhappinesss and definitely happiness.
I wish that the problem that I'm still facing now could go away, even though I know its gonnna be difficult. Not that I'm pessimistic about it, it's that I used to habour much hope that things will get better and yet falling into disappointments yet again. I'm just tired, finding ways to ignore,build a wall around me and escape from it.
On a lighter note, I'm blessed to have special people around me. Perking me up when I'm down, allows me to put on a braver and optimistic side of me and still believes that everything is gonna be okayy. Thankyou love and lovelies !
And I came to realise "sufficient is the new more", akin to the phrase "Green/Pink/Red/whatever is the new black". I don't need alot of stuffs , alot of friends, alot of money, alot of stuffs. I just neeed those that are valuable, sufficient and close to my heart will do. okayy, I think I'm "gibberishing" noww.
I hope that 2011 will be a better year for me, for us, for everyone :D
Looking back at 2010, there were unhappinesss and definitely happiness.
I wish that the problem that I'm still facing now could go away, even though I know its gonnna be difficult. Not that I'm pessimistic about it, it's that I used to habour much hope that things will get better and yet falling into disappointments yet again. I'm just tired, finding ways to ignore,build a wall around me and escape from it.
On a lighter note, I'm blessed to have special people around me. Perking me up when I'm down, allows me to put on a braver and optimistic side of me and still believes that everything is gonna be okayy. Thankyou love and lovelies !
And I came to realise "sufficient is the new more", akin to the phrase "Green/Pink/Red/whatever is the new black". I don't need alot of stuffs , alot of friends, alot of money, alot of stuffs. I just neeed those that are valuable, sufficient and close to my heart will do. okayy, I think I'm "gibberishing" noww.
I hope that 2011 will be a better year for me, for us, for everyone :D
Thursday, November 25, 2010
:))
:)))))) ! the current programming results makes me happpyyy !! though i dont know how much I will get for finals !
it raining heavily outside , I cant get anything into my mindd !! =/ its a race against time and mentality ! I CAN DO IT !!
it raining heavily outside , I cant get anything into my mindd !! =/ its a race against time and mentality ! I CAN DO IT !!
Friday, November 05, 2010
time for a change !
NOTES to myself:
1) I SHALL NOT BE SO WORRISOME ANYMORE
2) STOP PROCRASTINATING
3) I CAN DO IT !
4) THINGS WILL GET BETTER
5) STOP THINKING SO MUCH
yesterday was an emotional ride , been thinking of alot of things. I'm not shallow okayy.(mabel's and my favourite quote) But I shall stop thinking so much instead of spending my time studying as what mr zhikang told me! It's time to get down to work ! :DDD
I've chanced upon this in happythings.tumblr.com
★ Spend some time taking stock of all the influences in your life. This includes friends, family, television shows, magazines, blogs, etc. Thinks about which aspects of your life motivate you and push you to live positively for yourself. Think about those aspects that pull you down and drain you of your positive energy. Spend less time around the negative influences and more time around the positive!
★ Set aside more time for yourself where you can be alone. Sometimes it is easy to become depressed and grumpy when you give all of your energy to others. Having scheduled “you” time will guarantee that you will be able to pamper yourself and participate in your favorite hobbies.
★ Try changing your perspective about situations. Sometimes that is all it takes to turn a crummy day around. I try very hard to find something positive that will come out of the crappy things that daily life deals us. It doesn’t always happen naturally, but it gets easier when you push yourself to see the good in life.
★ Have friends and family in your life who can cheer you up and encourage you to be positive when you fall down. It’s inevitable that you will have a bad day, stress attack, or an emotional melt down in the future. It happens. The difference between you and a negative person is that you have the courage to get back up and keep going. We all need to be reminded that life really can be amazing if we take the time to see things positively.
★ Fill your space with reminders of how wonderful your life is. Write your favorite encouraging quotes on colorful post-its and paste them around your home.
★ Write letters and cards to your close friends and family with positive wishes and joyful greetings! Spreading positivity helps you feel positive in general!
★ Encourage the people in your life who take on pessimistic attitudes to be more positive. If those people are not willing to hear you out, limit your time around them. Negativity is very draining and you can only be around it for so long before it takes over.
★ Get excited about the little things that make you happy! (get HIGH!)
★ If you are feeling down and depressed, own your feelings. Don’t deny that you are grumpy. Accept that you aren’t feeling 100% and give yourself time to just be.
★ De-clutter your life! Get rid of things that you don’t love, things that you never use, and things that aren’t sentimental to you. Clutter can weigh you down and fill your life with unnecessary negative energy ! Make room for new things that you adore!
★ Channel your inner child every so often. Do things that the child within you would love! Blow bubbles, ride the merry-go-round, drink chocolate milk, play hop scotch, color, take photos of random objects, play dress-up, etc.
1) I SHALL NOT BE SO WORRISOME ANYMORE
2) STOP PROCRASTINATING
3) I CAN DO IT !
4) THINGS WILL GET BETTER
5) STOP THINKING SO MUCH
yesterday was an emotional ride , been thinking of alot of things. I'm not shallow okayy.(mabel's and my favourite quote) But I shall stop thinking so much instead of spending my time studying as what mr zhikang told me! It's time to get down to work ! :DDD
I've chanced upon this in happythings.tumblr.com
★ Spend some time taking stock of all the influences in your life. This includes friends, family, television shows, magazines, blogs, etc. Thinks about which aspects of your life motivate you and push you to live positively for yourself. Think about those aspects that pull you down and drain you of your positive energy. Spend less time around the negative influences and more time around the positive!
★ Set aside more time for yourself where you can be alone. Sometimes it is easy to become depressed and grumpy when you give all of your energy to others. Having scheduled “you” time will guarantee that you will be able to pamper yourself and participate in your favorite hobbies.
★ Try changing your perspective about situations. Sometimes that is all it takes to turn a crummy day around. I try very hard to find something positive that will come out of the crappy things that daily life deals us. It doesn’t always happen naturally, but it gets easier when you push yourself to see the good in life.
★ Have friends and family in your life who can cheer you up and encourage you to be positive when you fall down. It’s inevitable that you will have a bad day, stress attack, or an emotional melt down in the future. It happens. The difference between you and a negative person is that you have the courage to get back up and keep going. We all need to be reminded that life really can be amazing if we take the time to see things positively.
★ Fill your space with reminders of how wonderful your life is. Write your favorite encouraging quotes on colorful post-its and paste them around your home.
★ Write letters and cards to your close friends and family with positive wishes and joyful greetings! Spreading positivity helps you feel positive in general!
★ Encourage the people in your life who take on pessimistic attitudes to be more positive. If those people are not willing to hear you out, limit your time around them. Negativity is very draining and you can only be around it for so long before it takes over.
★ Get excited about the little things that make you happy! (get HIGH!)
★ If you are feeling down and depressed, own your feelings. Don’t deny that you are grumpy. Accept that you aren’t feeling 100% and give yourself time to just be.
★ De-clutter your life! Get rid of things that you don’t love, things that you never use, and things that aren’t sentimental to you. Clutter can weigh you down and fill your life with unnecessary negative energy ! Make room for new things that you adore!
★ Channel your inner child every so often. Do things that the child within you would love! Blow bubbles, ride the merry-go-round, drink chocolate milk, play hop scotch, color, take photos of random objects, play dress-up, etc.
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