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OH MAN! I'm gonna update this blogg for now cause chingchingg will say how many months I've never touch this blogg ! Just ended my mid-term tests today ! =/ I would say that this semester is much more time-consuming and demanding than the previous semesters even though there are lesser tutorials . Which means more projects and weird assignments !

because leezhikang went to Australia for his country commitments ! :(:(:( THREE WHOLE WEEKS YET AGAIN !! AIGOOOOOO. now it's like barely a week gone and 2 more weeks to go ! But luckily I've got my bff-->bf YINSY to gayy with me as always ! haha, meetups are more frequent and gaying session is neverending ! :) THANKYOU girl and I will not tell zk what you told me ! secret secret ! I bet my blogg is so dead that nobody will even attempt to click on the link ! Thats all TATA !

weird.

sometimes i can't help but to think that i'm such a contradicting person =/
please bring back the contented me !

Random thoughts of mine

EXAMS WERE OVER !

yesterday.

i'm so not anticipating 31 may ):

but oh wells, i can finally have all the time in my world. SHIYING needs to start doing things that enrich her life , her well-being ! haha. and i know its so random, i even thought of participating in some marathon ! BUT i'm not fit yet , esp after examination. I can feel FATS OOZING out of my thighs , my tummmy.

Today I came across blogs of people who shared their thoughts about the death of their friend. A girl who choose to take her life away . She was of our age and from her friends' description, I can see that she really touches the hearts of many. It was disheartening to see young talented girl like her to choose to take that path.

Looking at this, I can't help but to reflect on the things around me.
Human are weird creatures. We take things for granted, not cherishing things that we already have. Being a non-perfect human being, i confess that I did that too , unknowingly or knowingly. This is why i need to constantly remind myself to cherish people around me and not being too demanding/unreasonable/irritating/stubborn/(or whatever bad points I might have and offended you). Regardless of whatever conflicts or displeasures we might have with one another, pls communicate with me ! Who knows when and what will happen if I leave this world? What will I be reminded of?

and what will you be reminded of? ...

=/ =/ overwhelmed with the number of tutorials , assignments and all the what not stuffs. where has my drive gone ? it has always been like this, losing momentum when it's the middle of semester ): this is so bad! maybe i need to take a very very short break and recharge myself before the finals ! RAR.

BUSY

OH MO OH MO OH MO ! I guess I'm adapting university life already ! because it gets more interesting and enjoyable when i get to know more and more friends in my course. And on certain days , I have gays (REDDY, KONG , VERON and random gay friends ..where's limmy? ) to travel with ! and also to meet up with them to have lunch in school ! :DD

of course ! minus away all the tutorial part , programming part and the "HUHs " in lecture .

OH WELL, I'M SO LOVING PROGRAMMING -.-" RIGHT . I've just started my first lab yesterdayy. and haha, my gay and random friends laughed at ourselves for being such computer noobs for the past 19/20 years. we were dl-ing some programs during our long breaks, attempting to get into school website through some outlet and most of us got screwed somewhere or the other. and there are still 9 labs more, i wonder how i survive the torment of creating programs. but at least , me and my friends are in the same boat! (:

feeling the optimism now, i hope it will stay throughout sem2 ! botak boyy is busy with his armyy too ! =/ lets work hard together bahh ! :DDDD

i'm suppose to be doing mastering physics now ! tata !